Road To Nowhere

Every person have their own definition about life. No matter what it is, it always confusing coz what ever early prediction, its always never comes with an accurate outcomes. People said that put some sacrifices, hardworks and efforts in order to achieve the goals in life. The question is, how many sacrifices? what kind of efforts? coz sometimes we gamble everything we have but at the end still got nothing fail. Should we restart again? Now open your eyes, look within and ask, am I satisfied with this life I'm living? Is this the world I'm livin' in?

A good adviser told me that life is like a traveler. I have to find the road of success and move on the right track. Stand up when I fall down and keep on moving. What a good advise from a very good adviser. At the age of 25, I ask my self, am I on the right track on the right road? If yes then where is the colors of life? or maybe I was taking the wrong road and for this kind of situation, where this road are going to lead me to? Its going to bring me to nowhere until I find a signboard which clearly sounds " hey buddy, your lost. turn around and start again" OMG should I start again?

Some people also told me to read some kind of books to define what life is really is. I bet most of the people knew " Dare To Fail ", " Do Be Sad " " The Alchemist " and many more. they said read it, apply it coz life is like experiment, the more the better. I read and apply some method but at the end, where I am? I still stand up tall in the middle of nowhere. Then  I ask my self again, am I dare enough to fail? Do I look sad? or maybe I'm not the alchemist. After a fail experiment to another fail experiment, do I have to take one more shoot until I burn my house and come out in front page of local newspaper with a beautyFOOL headlines " Unrecognized Mentalist Succeed to Light Up a Fire on His House with His Stupid Theory " Is this a life for me?

If life is a game, do we have to play it? If life is a song, do we have to sing it? If life is a dream, do we have to realize it? If life is a challenge, do we have to meet it? If live is a love, do we have to enjoy it or if the life is sacrifices, do we have to offer it? Now its time for every each one of us to really think about this coz what ever solution we take, it will define who we are and what life is really is.

Or maybe we have to re think again this philosophy of life, fill what empty, empty what's full, scratch what itches or forget about the past, stop thinking about the present and don't dream about the future. In another simple theory call theory of stupidity, What ever Happen, HAPPEN. think it, swallow it and define it your self. coz for me life is unpredictable and always remain untold until we discovered the real meaning of L.I.F.E         

Can I... ? Can You... ?

 
This is just a simple question but it always make me wonder almost every time when some body throw this question to me, Can You? My answer is always a question mark, Can I?. A negative person like me is always calculating whatever outcomes when it comes to "maybe I can" or "maybe I can't". Some people call it, we have to play safe but there is still a big BUT, do the outcomes is really safe? So what is the actual answers? Am I really brave enough to say NO, I cant? or I'm too gentle to accept the challenge and say YES, I Can? No matter what is the answers, I still have to face two things just right after giving the answers. If I say I can, people will take in two different ways. First, maybe I really can. Second, it just a show off. If the opposite answer given, I can't, people will directly judge and forget to think our real capability and just simply think we are lazy and just living in our comfort zone. So, what is this all about? is it a question? is it an order? or it just a TEST?

Regarding on this matter, it brings me to a simple words call "The Power Of Believing". I have to believe in what I believe and forget about what others think. It doesn't really matter either I'm right or not coz its not them to determine the outcome but me. what ever result at the end of the story, people around me will just wait and give a comment on it. But it always comes a mystery coz in our society that we always promote a good attitude call " Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita " it make people give a very good respond and comment towards the result. If you succeed, people will say "you are really talented" and if you fail people will say "you already try your best and we appreciate your effort" But please bare in mind, don't ever take it for granted coz it shock you. That is not the real society we livin' in. It just an illusion, It just a sweet word to comfort you. So, what exactly happen? where is the mystery? Lets face the real world fella. This is our society, this is our community, this is our culture and this is the real " Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita " open your eyes and open your mind widely and get ready to jump into reality. You are going to get an impress comment at first in front of anybody else but in the different situation, provocation happen. Do you believe it or you just don't realize it. It doesn't really matter at this point and its not going to help you either. If you succeed, people will talk differently among them. You are going to hear this rumors roaming around " I can do better than him or if not because a help of his friend/relatives, he's not going to finish this task " If you fail, here's the famous word " I told you, he can't or if he can't do a simple task like this, how can we trust him to handle another task". Now, what exactly happen here? Is this the culture we believe? or it just a piece of s**t.

Now, what you guys think? are you really believe in what you believe or I'm just start to make you confuse? For get about this and lets take it in a positive way. here's the true story, a man born with no arms and legs and he always said I should have an arms, I should have legs, I can't do this, I can't do that, I'm not going to get married and I'm not going to get child, what kind of people I am? but that was before. Some of you maybe already knew him and some of you maybe don't. A small men with a big spirit that shock the world with his capabilities and he is NICK VUJICIC. He always said to his audience " Its a lie to think that you are not good enough and its lie to think that you are not worth anything" He believes in what he believe and because the power of believing he succeed to make people believe to believe him. Then now comes a time to ask our self, who am I? a normal human being with a complete figure. But, do I use my capabilities towards life? Do I ever make the world realize my existent? Do I belongs here? where was I'd been before? am I on the right track right now? What will happen to my future? Can I make my life worth to remember? Can I survive? Can I be like Nick Vujicic? Can I ? Can I ? Can I ? and a thousand of Can I will cross our mind and leave us with uncertainty with no possible answers. The only most nearest possible accurate answers is MAYBE but when?  Now, later, tomorrow, next year, next decade or NEVER. keep it for your self and answer it base on what you truly believe coz at the end of the day it will reveal who you are.

In order to find out the best illustration of life is only the realms of spirituality that we find the best explanation. As SWAMI VIVEKANANDA once wrote, “this inexplicable cycle of life and death can only be explained as Maya, an illusion. Beyond this lies our true self, our soul which is never born, that never dies, never changes and never goes or comes. Without birth or death, eternal, ever-existing, free, unchangeable and beyond all conditions is this soul of man , the real self of man”.

This real self is not easy as eating junk food to figure out coz our soul is hidden under the veil of Maya and it is only through the lens of life experiences that we can unveil the mystery and reacquaint ourselves with our hidden potentials. Just as a seed needs the right kind of soil, the perfect temperature, air and water to germinate, so too do we need the right circumstances to reveal our true nature. Without the proper opportunity our cherished ideals of bravery, courage, sacrifice, judgment, integrity and unconditional love would never fully manifest.

Think it, evaluate it, analyze it coz if it comes to me, I do really believe that there is something and always be something but still remain something untold.