Is
the world move faster? Is the clock shows the right time? Or I’m moving to
slow? Damn, where am I? I feel like standing in the middle of nowhere with no
light, no oxygen and living me like a dead body roaming around clueless in the
most darkest area on the planet.
I
don’t event know what I’m trying to express but I do just pick up some title
which catch my intension. Beauty and the beast? Fuck, I don’t even know what it
is all about. Ignore the beauty, deny the beast coz not matter what it looks
like to me, its really doesn’t matter. Who you are? Who I am? No body even
wanna know, the more we know the dumbest it looks like. So what the matters
actually? Where is the beauty? Is it exist? Or we all just a piece of junk who
dare to drink to be something someday but somehow end up like shit call
beautyfool. The beauty that we chase even far and far way, meanwhile the fools
become our best friend. What a nice live, a worth living world.
What
is the meaning of the beauty? Ask your self and keep the answer. Some may said
it refers to a woman, some may said the sunset. But what beauty means to me? A
beautiful girl passing by and show some intention but no body even notice her,
is it beauty? A thousand butterfly flies around the flower on the amazing
garden but end up in the bottle. Do we have to call it beauty? A cute charming
baby born to the world with the perfect smile and amazing eyes found drown in a
drain. Should we define it as a BEAUTY or its actually a BEAUTYFOOL?
Life
isn’t as beautiful as what we think, I do define it in my own terms. Beauty is
such big things for me. Show me your lovely face with your most wonderful smile
and trust me, I don’t even interested. In fact, its not a beauty to me as well.
I don’t wanna make this thing too complicated but it means to me a lot. Doing
something that I love to do in no matter situation, in no matter obstacle with
a people that I trust and respect, I call it beauty. Time is not a factor,
money is not the issues. what matter is how I play my role to color the world
and make it beautiful.
Try
me, then I show you my talent, beat me and I show you my respect, ask me and I
show you who I am. Predict me if you can, trust me if you want. But I am the
one who lead my life to the direction I want. Be aware, I’ll maybe drag you to
my world without you even realize it. This is me, I can crawl with the crowds,
walk with the crowds but still can run alone. We can seat together, laugh
together but still I can sing alone. I can be the beauty I can be the beast but
I’m afraid you will be the victim.
I
welcome everybody but I chose the best, I serve everybody but I pick the chosen
one. This is me, this how I define my life. The complicated it is the beauty it
will be. The harder its is the easier it will be. Its not a terms but it just a
theory and the theory complete it and turns the beast in to the most beautiful
mind set that ever created.
