EXPECT DE UNEXPECTED

Life is unpredictable, In no matter what, sometimes what ever we expect to come is always end up with the unexpected outcome. Its not happen once but almost every time. This kind of thing is like ruin our life coz mos the unexpected is always on the bad side. Maybe its time to call all the bad things is a luck and all the good things is just accidentally happen. This is much more relevant rather than the other side coz what ever luck we expect to come it always end up accidentally in a deep shit.

I wanna talk about my experience with my previous BOSS who always talk to me about the beauty of working on extra mile, I defined it as doing something beyond our task and I do believe in what He always said coz I'm the one who experience it.I was moving really fast to the top and I don't really expect it even that time I was stay up late in the office just by downloading movies on my computer. Sorry BOSS but I think you know me well more than anybody else. 

So now a days, what we really expect on this terms, what this extra mile really is? I don't wanna talk about extra mile on people who are working in restaurant or whatever kind of jobs on the same level coz they don't even know what is this all about. I don't wanna talk about staying up late in the office for the Government servant coz they define it in a very different way, working hours 8 am to 5 pm, reach the office before 8 am and arrive at home at 4 pm. I'm not talking about all but some of them. Now take this, some people on private company knows very well about this terms, but once again, not all of them but some. working hours till 5 pm but staying in the office till 6 pm and this is really looking good in terms of productivity but please expect the unexpected coz some of them just sitting in front of their computer with their favorite page call FACEBOOK just to avoid the traffic jam. Correct me if I'm wrong but we have to realize it and expect on it coz this is really happen.

When we talk about Law, Rules, Principal and so on, it always come like Criminals goes to jail, Smoking bad for health, Practice make perfect, Siblings stay together as one, First come first serve, As soon as possible and bla bla bla. This is what every people expect but most of the time the unexpected happen on the other way, ruins every thing and put us down. It simple, Criminals goes to jail, thats it, its end up there, nothing more nothing less. Proceed loan on a bank and they will said we'll call you A.S.A.P, done. Go to some counter and you will see " first come first serve " sign together with  "we serve you better ", then what? queuing. This is what suppose to be happen but trust me, maybe some of you guys have a same concept like me, believe in what we call the power of $$$. You got this, criminals is always criminals and jail is just a jail. A few notes of dollar sign under the table will serve you better. Its money talk. Believe in what we call Authority and Tittle. Just walk to the counter, present some card or show some badges and forget about first come first serve coz you will be serve better. Its a cronyism. same thing happen A.S.A.P. if you wait for call then keep on waiting coz  we'll call you A.S.A.P sometimes means a week, a mont, a year or you have to call them unless you have relatives or friends behind the table. It calls friends and family matter. Siblings stays together as one, wow, what a nice family. Is that really happen? YES, in a some reason but most of the time when the tomes is come especially on testament, siblings stays together in a one roof and try to kill each other in other to get more. 

This is what happen and this is what I'm experience before. I expect a good thing base on the process and I got a bad thing after a lot of process. a genius people create laws and the brilliant one ruins it. Working hard for a better future end up with loans, study degree in university to get a high starting salary but jobless at the end. Now what? its fair enough. this is the world we livin in. Maybe we have to start learn how to do a bad things so a good this will come and call it reverse theory of life.

Read it and understand it, take the good one and leave the bad here. No heart feeling and no judging. This is what I'm facing and this is my theory. If this just a nonsense, if this just a bullshit then it suit its name. That what I call it THEORY OF STUPIDITY.

  

  

TIME + LIFE = PROBLEMS

Another stupid junk with a bloody hell tittle full with bullshit. But, its look like I don't really care coz I just wanna express what I feel lately. After calculation to another calculation, it comes with this formula and the outcomes mostly not really the answers. Forget about it coz sometimes it good not to know the answers.

What I do really know about time? what life is all about? where the problems come from? with this question, of coz the answer is, "this is a big problem". No matter how fast I run to chase the time, the time is still not enough for me. or maybe I have to use Train a Grande Vitesse the fastest conventional train to chase it? or maybe there should be more than 24 hours in a day or less than 24 hours. Of course in a day it can be more or less than 24 hours but no body are brave enough to change the format coz it will make everybody busy to change everything especially the watch factory. Take a look at this, if in 1 hour equals to 90 minutes, it means there will be 16 hours per day. If 1 hour equals to 45 minutes, it will be 32 hours per day. But the problem is, are this two new numbers of hours are enough for us? are we gonna solve everything with it? for me the answer is simple YES, I CAN'T  and I don't really sure if anybody can. Ussain Bolt breaking the world record in 100m but still working hard to make it better. 

So, take a look at our life. is it really good, are we happy with it or it full with bullshit call problems. some people said, synchronize your life and the time your have so you will enjoy your lifetime, But how to synchronize it? some people said problem will never be a problem as a long as we know how to manage the time. time is already given and it sharp 24 hours so please be nice with it coz I don't really know how to manage it. some people said time is gold but its funny coz gold is always a gold and never be a time. So, maybe we are the one call problems coz maybe we are the one who never satisfy with what we have. Robertson Family turns ducks into multi billion empire but looks like they still looking for something better. Forget about this coz the more you read the harder it can be and maybe it will lead to another problem.

After think, and  re-think again, I end up with the outcomes call problems. So, maybe I have to use some logics to make sure that problems towards my life will become more colorful and more beautiful. maybe this is the time to smile coz I was lucky and you are lucky coz neither me or you own all the problems, or maybe I have to stop comparing with others coz I don't really have any idea what their journeys is all about, or maybe its true like the old man saying don't ever cry about the past coz its gone, don't worry about the future coz it hasn't arrive. focus on the present coz this is the reality and make it beautiful. fix what ever can be fix, repairs the errors and throw out all the rubbish to the place call history.

Maybe this is the time to call TIME as a powerful HEALS to us, LIFE is a safest PLAYGROUND that we ever had, and PROBLEMS can be define as US. This is gonna make sure that we can play and roam around like nothing ever happen in the most beautiful playground and let the times heals and fix what ever errors come along. But, still have to remember coz it will take some times so be nice and be patient with it. In other words, maybe I have to call it GIVE TIME SOME TIME.

This is a stupid theory but if we can pull out something useful from it, it will define how stupid we are. The good will ignore it coz the are in their comfort zone with their own theory and principal, while the stupid will keep on moving until they find a place that nobody ever been before. At the end of the day, we will sit together and one most valuable treasure call EXPERIENCE  will define who we really are.

WHAT HAPPEN ? AND WHY THIS THING HAPPEN ?

What happen is always a question no matter how we pronounce it, it doesn't really matter either you put a question mark or not, the word will still remain a question.Now, the problem is, do we really get the real answer if we throw this question to somebody else? sometimes the answer is a matter and most of the time its really doesn't a matter.

Take a look at this, more than 12 000 000 people go out and queuing in line to do their responsibilities towards the country in order to change the face of the country last week but, yesterday approximately more than 100 000 people gathering in one place just to show something is not normal has been happen. The question is WHY? WHAT HAPPEN?

Almost every single day, there are people died and killed in Syria and Palestine and its look like most of the people pretending like nothing BUT when 2 people died in Boston most of the top leader in all over the world express their condolence to them. The question is, WHY THIS THING HAPPEN ?

Some homeless go without eating, Elderly go without needed medicine, mentally ill go without treatment, troops go without proper equipment, veterans go without benefits that were promised. But we do keep on donating millions to other country to make sure they do not suffer from poverty and serious illness. Then, WHAT HAPPEN TO US?

Did you guys got the answers? I leave this one to you, yeah you and hope you guys realize what exactly has been happen around us, what has been happen to the land we love. Maybe some people will think that I'm suffer a serious illness, the answer is YES I DO. I am a serious mental retarded in my world that I create by my own self in my complicated imagination coz I love to talk about possibilities AND possibilities sometimes scared other people. Now, the question is WHY?

Think about the words BRAVE, CHANGE and CHANCE. Are we really brave enough? are we really  ready for a change? do we really got a second chance? Please guys give a CHANGE a CHANCE coz no matter how long we gonna live in this beautiful land, we are not gonna have all the time. We are not gonna have a million quality time and quality chance in our life. 

Please be brave enough to step forward, please take the chance before it goes and fade with our scary shadows and please change it before its to late coz no matter who you are and no matter who I am, Its really doesn't matter. What matter is and what are we really looking is, THE ANSWERS. This is because answers always become a question mark in the mind of those who wants to know what's happening

This is what always scared me, this is what I'm chasing for, this is what I'm looking for AND this is ME. The question is always a question, the answer is always a mystery and the mystery is always remain UNTOLD.

Me Versus Mindset

MINDSET, what is it? do I really knows what its all about? of coz not because I just use it when I tried to represent something regarding on something base on my mind. 1 + 1 = 2 is mindset, criminal goes to jail is a mindset, artist with beautiful painting is a mindset and so on..But forget about that, it wasting time to recover every single thing about that and sorry I'm not interested

What I do really interested is the way we use our mindset regarding on something vital call PERSONALITY. How personality actually plays a big role in our life? do it really effect our life, jobs and people around us? The best answers on this modern era is YES. In most people point of view set their mindset as personality is one of the most important part to be judge isn't it? Personality describe and ensure all the models make a good money and sustained in their career.

But now, let see how personality and my mindset works towards my live and my jobs. I do realize, a lot of people I met lately proud of what their have and their title. They use the title to stand the world  and look down to the other people. Take this for example, EXECUTIVE, its a big title isn't it? it comes together with a good income and luxurious life for sure. But now a days, executive is just a title given but doesn't mean you are earn a lot. So please act like what you got coz at the end, the most important thing to look up is the outcome. I rather call a good for nothing, dress like a beggars with my long hairs and roaming around like nothing but hold something that not everybody had. So please, forget about the title, your jobs, your money or what ever and jump in to the others world and experience what they have been face before so you can really understand what the world is. Is easy if we just sitting on the chair behind the table and pretend like you are the boss, roaming around like Donald Trump, smart appearance with the most latest gadgets. The question is, do you really work like your personality? Do the company satisfied with your jobs? If YES, then Alhamdulillah but if NO, What is going to happen when you are  fired because you are good for nothing? Its a big fail and real ashamed if somebody shows you the way out and you struggling outside to find a better life.  Its much more better if we rethink again about our personality towards our achievement coz I do believe like I heard before " the best degree is come from the street "

So the time is come, there is no rooms for people like this here, stop  pretending like you are the best when you are not, stop make fun on other people and the most important things is, please and please do not take advantage from other people sacrifices. We have to realize, somebody in somewhere dress like shit and act like the most fuckers people on earth but earn the most respect from other people.

This is what I see and this is what I experience before. I do judge people coz I dare to be judge by others as well. This is me and this is what I believe. I stand the world with my own feet and rise my family from every single sweat  come out from my skin.But unlucky coz I don't have a lot of money But I was lucky coz have something call BRAIN and MOUTH and I do use both of it to feed my family. 

I write this not because I want to judge anybody but to remind myself to always be myself  coz if I change the way I am, is not just change who I am but is also change the life direction of my family. I experience sickness, I experience poverty, I experience pressure  and everything else BUT, I do manage to find the way out. This is me and this is how I live. A cup of tea, A box of cigarette and  a peace family is more than enough for me.  I'm not looking for wealthiness and I'm not looking for richness. What I want is smooth and easy life circle. Me is always me and you is always you. Read it if you want it, apply it if you like it coz no matter who I am and no matter who you are, it really doesn't matterr. What matter is, only you and me knows it.      

Road To Nowhere

Every person have their own definition about life. No matter what it is, it always confusing coz what ever early prediction, its always never comes with an accurate outcomes. People said that put some sacrifices, hardworks and efforts in order to achieve the goals in life. The question is, how many sacrifices? what kind of efforts? coz sometimes we gamble everything we have but at the end still got nothing fail. Should we restart again? Now open your eyes, look within and ask, am I satisfied with this life I'm living? Is this the world I'm livin' in?

A good adviser told me that life is like a traveler. I have to find the road of success and move on the right track. Stand up when I fall down and keep on moving. What a good advise from a very good adviser. At the age of 25, I ask my self, am I on the right track on the right road? If yes then where is the colors of life? or maybe I was taking the wrong road and for this kind of situation, where this road are going to lead me to? Its going to bring me to nowhere until I find a signboard which clearly sounds " hey buddy, your lost. turn around and start again" OMG should I start again?

Some people also told me to read some kind of books to define what life is really is. I bet most of the people knew " Dare To Fail ", " Do Be Sad " " The Alchemist " and many more. they said read it, apply it coz life is like experiment, the more the better. I read and apply some method but at the end, where I am? I still stand up tall in the middle of nowhere. Then  I ask my self again, am I dare enough to fail? Do I look sad? or maybe I'm not the alchemist. After a fail experiment to another fail experiment, do I have to take one more shoot until I burn my house and come out in front page of local newspaper with a beautyFOOL headlines " Unrecognized Mentalist Succeed to Light Up a Fire on His House with His Stupid Theory " Is this a life for me?

If life is a game, do we have to play it? If life is a song, do we have to sing it? If life is a dream, do we have to realize it? If life is a challenge, do we have to meet it? If live is a love, do we have to enjoy it or if the life is sacrifices, do we have to offer it? Now its time for every each one of us to really think about this coz what ever solution we take, it will define who we are and what life is really is.

Or maybe we have to re think again this philosophy of life, fill what empty, empty what's full, scratch what itches or forget about the past, stop thinking about the present and don't dream about the future. In another simple theory call theory of stupidity, What ever Happen, HAPPEN. think it, swallow it and define it your self. coz for me life is unpredictable and always remain untold until we discovered the real meaning of L.I.F.E         

Can I... ? Can You... ?

 
This is just a simple question but it always make me wonder almost every time when some body throw this question to me, Can You? My answer is always a question mark, Can I?. A negative person like me is always calculating whatever outcomes when it comes to "maybe I can" or "maybe I can't". Some people call it, we have to play safe but there is still a big BUT, do the outcomes is really safe? So what is the actual answers? Am I really brave enough to say NO, I cant? or I'm too gentle to accept the challenge and say YES, I Can? No matter what is the answers, I still have to face two things just right after giving the answers. If I say I can, people will take in two different ways. First, maybe I really can. Second, it just a show off. If the opposite answer given, I can't, people will directly judge and forget to think our real capability and just simply think we are lazy and just living in our comfort zone. So, what is this all about? is it a question? is it an order? or it just a TEST?

Regarding on this matter, it brings me to a simple words call "The Power Of Believing". I have to believe in what I believe and forget about what others think. It doesn't really matter either I'm right or not coz its not them to determine the outcome but me. what ever result at the end of the story, people around me will just wait and give a comment on it. But it always comes a mystery coz in our society that we always promote a good attitude call " Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita " it make people give a very good respond and comment towards the result. If you succeed, people will say "you are really talented" and if you fail people will say "you already try your best and we appreciate your effort" But please bare in mind, don't ever take it for granted coz it shock you. That is not the real society we livin' in. It just an illusion, It just a sweet word to comfort you. So, what exactly happen? where is the mystery? Lets face the real world fella. This is our society, this is our community, this is our culture and this is the real " Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita " open your eyes and open your mind widely and get ready to jump into reality. You are going to get an impress comment at first in front of anybody else but in the different situation, provocation happen. Do you believe it or you just don't realize it. It doesn't really matter at this point and its not going to help you either. If you succeed, people will talk differently among them. You are going to hear this rumors roaming around " I can do better than him or if not because a help of his friend/relatives, he's not going to finish this task " If you fail, here's the famous word " I told you, he can't or if he can't do a simple task like this, how can we trust him to handle another task". Now, what exactly happen here? Is this the culture we believe? or it just a piece of s**t.

Now, what you guys think? are you really believe in what you believe or I'm just start to make you confuse? For get about this and lets take it in a positive way. here's the true story, a man born with no arms and legs and he always said I should have an arms, I should have legs, I can't do this, I can't do that, I'm not going to get married and I'm not going to get child, what kind of people I am? but that was before. Some of you maybe already knew him and some of you maybe don't. A small men with a big spirit that shock the world with his capabilities and he is NICK VUJICIC. He always said to his audience " Its a lie to think that you are not good enough and its lie to think that you are not worth anything" He believes in what he believe and because the power of believing he succeed to make people believe to believe him. Then now comes a time to ask our self, who am I? a normal human being with a complete figure. But, do I use my capabilities towards life? Do I ever make the world realize my existent? Do I belongs here? where was I'd been before? am I on the right track right now? What will happen to my future? Can I make my life worth to remember? Can I survive? Can I be like Nick Vujicic? Can I ? Can I ? Can I ? and a thousand of Can I will cross our mind and leave us with uncertainty with no possible answers. The only most nearest possible accurate answers is MAYBE but when?  Now, later, tomorrow, next year, next decade or NEVER. keep it for your self and answer it base on what you truly believe coz at the end of the day it will reveal who you are.

In order to find out the best illustration of life is only the realms of spirituality that we find the best explanation. As SWAMI VIVEKANANDA once wrote, “this inexplicable cycle of life and death can only be explained as Maya, an illusion. Beyond this lies our true self, our soul which is never born, that never dies, never changes and never goes or comes. Without birth or death, eternal, ever-existing, free, unchangeable and beyond all conditions is this soul of man , the real self of man”.

This real self is not easy as eating junk food to figure out coz our soul is hidden under the veil of Maya and it is only through the lens of life experiences that we can unveil the mystery and reacquaint ourselves with our hidden potentials. Just as a seed needs the right kind of soil, the perfect temperature, air and water to germinate, so too do we need the right circumstances to reveal our true nature. Without the proper opportunity our cherished ideals of bravery, courage, sacrifice, judgment, integrity and unconditional love would never fully manifest.

Think it, evaluate it, analyze it coz if it comes to me, I do really believe that there is something and always be something but still remain something untold.               

Who Is De' Idiots?

A lot of people keep on talking about the idiots, you make mistake then you are the idiot, you do something risky then you the idiot,you dress up like shit then you are the idiot, you do something extraordinary then you are the idiot. What ever we do from a normal life is always call being idiot. It doesnt really matter you are right or not but in the eyes of public, its always come with the terms " IDIOT"

So I come up with some sort of evaluation best on my experience being an idiot. The question is, who is the idiots? What are the idiots do? What are the normal people and the super genius do? There is always something in my mind, keep on thinking about it coz the old man quotes " Dont be afraid of being scared coz its a common sense but only the complete idiots didnt scared of anything " So what is that means? If I leave this to someone and he told me just forget it. it doesnt mean anything. If its have no meaning then why this quote exist? It make me realize that no matter how idiot I am, at least I still can think something posible.

Let makes this thing uncovered regarding of my theory call STUPIDITY. Idiots doesn't scared of anything. So, it possible to say that they are do what ever they want, enjoy their life and prove something bigger at the end of their story while the super genius keep on thinking and figure out the best way to demolish all the idiots and always come up with a new solution at the end of their research. then what is do normal people do? follow the the idiots and being idiots by telling people that its wasting money to higher the super genius with big salary but can prove something in their solution. Create something bigger is much more better than proving a solution. isn't that possible? Creating something is a proven methodology while solution is just a solution and need to be test either its work or not. Now who is the idiots?

Have you ever heard about Bill Gates? Thomas A. Edison? Ratan Tata? and many more. Who exactly they are? except Ratan Tata, the others are the idiots coz they didn't finish their study. Bill Gates withdraw form the university and no body cares about him. Thomas A. Edison call an idiots when he try to incubate the eggs. But now can somebody please tell me what is the first name cross your mind when somebody mention about Windows and Light? Someone call idiots invented the light make make the world brighter. Someone who have incomplete education make us easy to use computer and the person in the 100 dollar note become a president without education. Now, who use the windows? who admire Abraham L? The answer is YOU and ME. Now Who is the idiot?

Keep on complaining about the we dress? Lady Gaga keep on using something unusual and shock the world. She become more wealthy by selling millions of her album and the dress designer become more famous. Who is the customers? We are. A group call jackass try to prove what they call art of science and doing stupid thing most of the time and now they are very well known. Who admired them? We are. A country comedian from Papua call Upen ka Cupen to make fun on stupid things with their mother's tongue on Youtube and now they running their own TV program and even have their own movies. Who watched them? We are. Now, who is the idiots?

While all the idiots working hard of doing stupid things to prove something in other get something by wasting their time, money, energy and what ever they have,  we are busy on provoke something on something stupid in order to get nothing but wasting time, money, energy and what ever we have.

What is this all about? what exactly to me? am I an idiot? or I'm just like the others. soon they will be something to be an evidence on something I do to prove it. The only thing is, When and where? It still hidden behind the half transparent illusion wall in front of my open eyes and still remain untold.